Who's That Girl

that has stolen my world
...


who's that girl living my life

nth ever comes true

a xanga entry posted last year:


2010呀
我仍然希望皮膚快點好
茱迪說︰我覺得你好左好多喇!!
醫生說︰你已經靚左好多
我希望身體健康
不要再嘔
不要再踎低起身見頭暈
不要再m痛, 簡直生不如死
我仍然希望有3.3
我仲想拎個張heahea的honor roll
我仍然希望睇多尐書
大江大海1949買左都仲未睇
睇左十月圍城呀
忽然對民國史好有興趣
i dun wanna be into the trap again

...
time to review
but seems none of them come true
my skin is still troublesome;im still unhealthy; i still vomit; i still feel swirl all the time; i still get PMS; i still cant reach 3.3; i still read rarely

the worse is i was in the trap again.

2011
nth is important
all i shd do is to learn how to love myself, open myself, n let others know myself.

buy a new calendar
hv a new hairstyle
plz do hv a new start

Rihanna - Unfaithful

u shd sing for me.

繼續傷春悲秋系列

……
其實想說的都說盡了，現在只是無盡空虛與感慨。

if i tell the world

i'll never say enough

coz it was not said to u

and that's exactly wt i need to do

if im in love wif u

……

但我連說的機會也沒有。

keep being emotional. 「呢一刻我會想佢好，下一刻我已經好想佢去死」
……
其實我知，我仲想佢好/想佢死，即是自己未放低。
(咁點算我點去識第二個CU仔)
正如依家我完全唔關心呀邊個番緊咩工，因為我已經不再care他。
希望盡快到達這個境界。

……
為了(扮)生活、心情一切正常，又要做d資本主義者做既野。

買來當遮瑕的粉底液。

有機潤膚乳液。好喜歡。

因為剪了短髮，急急買wax。天呀我從未用過此等俗物好鬼煩

好友學生的節日祝福。

好喜歡這句子。我驚我會為這句而買票！

我還記得你陪我等朋友去看金鎖記…我撞到了什麼(是一件見鬼的粗糙建築材料)，腿擦傷了，你很著緊地問有無事…

我還記得你叫我陪你去看元朗那一場…

其實我知你一向不留意這些，你是因為我才說想看…

(天殺的我又傷春悲秋了)

想你聖誕快樂，新年快樂…

merry xmas

how's ur xmas?

do u enjoy?

is it unforgettable?

r u happy?

wish ur dream can reli reli come true...

little stuff

hvnt cried for a few days but still feel lonely

keep learning how to manage the emotion well

keep learning how to love

keep waiting someday u will wanna befriend wif me. i mean the ordinary fd

still considering whether attend the gathering
if we both attend, i will be nervous (still cant be natural)
if u r absent, i will be unhappy
if im absent but u come, i will be disappointed that losing the chance of seeing u

...

cant choose the subject of next semester...y cancel the phonology...
if one more dayoff is desired, choose modern prose. (Q: y need dayoff? u hv already got so many!)
if dayoff in monday morning is wanted, which i hv desired so bad for 2 yrs, choose criticism II. (Q: hvnt u said that u hated this subject?)
shit. that's y i need to think soooooo long.

...

capture the chance to practise PTH.
wanna attend CRE.
wanna find an office job.
wanna read more.

...

wanna buy new handbag n bag n mioggi (SHIT! i hv said that so long!)

Enjoy it

it's cruel but true: enjoy the feeling of losing love. it makes u become more n more strong, n know how to perform better in the next relationship.

enjoy the feeling of losing love. someday u will tease yourself that u hv cried for a man who didnt cherish u. when u r able to do so, u hv already recovered.

enjoy the feeling of losing love. u will know who reli care abt u n who just speak but doesnt act.

enjoy the feeling of losing love. u will realise that there r so many ways to love, apart from owning him. e.g. wishing him can pursue his dream without reservation.

enjoy the feeling of losing love. becoz it is a must b4 u meet the mr. right.

my dear, i know it's too soon to lose u, but at least i know u loved me...for a certain of period.