little stuff

hvnt cried for a few days but still feel lonely

keep learning how to manage the emotion well

keep learning how to love

keep waiting someday u will wanna befriend wif me. i mean the ordinary fd

still considering whether attend the gathering
if we both attend, i will be nervous (still cant be natural)
if u r absent, i will be unhappy
if im absent but u come, i will be disappointed that losing the chance of seeing u

...

cant choose the subject of next semester...y cancel the phonology...
if one more dayoff is desired, choose modern prose. (Q: y need dayoff? u hv already got so many!)
if dayoff in monday morning is wanted, which i hv desired so bad for 2 yrs, choose criticism II. (Q: hvnt u said that u hated this subject?)
shit. that's y i need to think soooooo long.

...

capture the chance to practise PTH.
wanna attend CRE.
wanna find an office job.
wanna read more.

...

wanna buy new handbag n bag n mioggi (SHIT! i hv said that so long!)