2010年12月31日 星期五
nth ever comes true
a xanga entry posted last year:
2010呀
我仍然希望皮膚快點好
茱迪說︰我覺得你好左好多喇!!
醫生說︰你已經靚左好多
我希望身體健康
不要再嘔
不要再踎低起身見頭暈
不要再m痛, 簡直生不如死
我仍然希望有3.3
我仲想拎個張heahea的honor roll
我仍然希望睇多尐書
大江大海1949買左都仲未睇
睇左十月圍城呀
忽然對民國史好有興趣
i dun wanna be into the trap again
...
time to review
but seems none of them come true
my skin is still troublesome;im still unhealthy; i still vomit; i still feel swirl all the time; i still get PMS; i still cant reach 3.3; i still read rarely
the worse is i was in the trap again.
2011
nth is important
all i shd do is to learn how to love myself, open myself, n let others know myself.
buy a new calendar
hv a new hairstyle
plz do hv a new start
2010呀
我仍然希望皮膚快點好
茱迪說︰我覺得你好左好多喇!!
醫生說︰你已經靚左好多
我希望身體健康
不要再嘔
不要再踎低起身見頭暈
不要再m痛, 簡直生不如死
我仍然希望有3.3
我仲想拎個張heahea的honor roll
我仍然希望睇多尐書
大江大海1949買左都仲未睇
睇左十月圍城呀
忽然對民國史好有興趣
i dun wanna be into the trap again
...
time to review
but seems none of them come true
my skin is still troublesome;im still unhealthy; i still vomit; i still feel swirl all the time; i still get PMS; i still cant reach 3.3; i still read rarely
the worse is i was in the trap again.
2011
nth is important
all i shd do is to learn how to love myself, open myself, n let others know myself.
buy a new calendar
hv a new hairstyle
plz do hv a new start
2010年12月30日 星期四
2010年12月29日 星期三
繼續傷春悲秋系列
……
其實想說的都說盡了，現在只是無盡空虛與感慨。
if i tell the world
keep being emotional. 「呢一刻我會想佢好，下一刻我已經好想佢去死」
……
其實我知，我仲想佢好/想佢死，即是自己未放低。
(咁點算我點去識第二個CU仔)
正如依家我完全唔關心呀邊個番緊咩工，因為我已經不再care他。
希望盡快到達這個境界。
……
為了(扮)生活、心情一切正常，又要做d資本主義者做既野。
買來當遮瑕的粉底液。
其實想說的都說盡了，現在只是無盡空虛與感慨。
if i tell the world
i'll never say enough
coz it was not said to u
and that's exactly wt i need to do
if im in love wif u……
但我連說的機會也沒有。
keep being emotional. 「呢一刻我會想佢好，下一刻我已經好想佢去死」
……
其實我知，我仲想佢好/想佢死，即是自己未放低。
(咁點算我點去識第二個CU仔)
正如依家我完全唔關心呀邊個番緊咩工，因為我已經不再care他。
希望盡快到達這個境界。
……
為了(扮)生活、心情一切正常，又要做d資本主義者做既野。
買來當遮瑕的粉底液。
有機潤膚乳液。好喜歡。
因為剪了短髮，急急買wax。天呀我從未用過此等俗物
好鬼煩
好鬼煩好友學生的節日祝福。
好喜歡這句子。我驚我會為這句而買票！
我還記得你陪我等朋友去看金鎖記…我撞到了什麼(是一件見鬼的粗糙建築材料)，腿擦傷了，你很著緊地問有無事…
我還記得你叫我陪你去看元朗那一場…
其實我知你一向不留意這些，你是因為我才說想看…
(天殺的我又傷春悲秋了
)
)
想你聖誕快樂，新年快樂…
2010年12月25日 星期六
merry xmas
how's ur xmas?
do u enjoy?
is it unforgettable?
r u happy?
wish ur dream can reli reli come true...
do u enjoy?
is it unforgettable?
r u happy?
wish ur dream can reli reli come true...
2010年12月23日 星期四
little stuff
hvnt cried for a few days but still feel lonely
keep learning how to manage the emotion well
keep learning how to love
keep waiting someday u will wanna befriend wif me. i mean the ordinary fd
still considering whether attend the gathering
if we both attend, i will be nervous (still cant be natural)
if u r absent, i will be unhappy
if im absent but u come, i will be disappointed that losing the chance of seeing u
...
cant choose the subject of next semester...y cancel the phonology...
if one more dayoff is desired, choose modern prose. (Q: y need dayoff? u hv already got so many!)
if dayoff in monday morning is wanted, which i hv desired so bad for 2 yrs, choose criticism II. (Q: hvnt u said that u hated this subject?)
shit. that's y i need to think soooooo long.
...
capture the chance to practise PTH.
wanna attend CRE.
wanna find an office job.
wanna read more.
...
wanna buy new handbag n bag n mioggi (SHIT! i hv said that so long!)
keep learning how to manage the emotion well
keep learning how to love
keep waiting someday u will wanna befriend wif me. i mean the ordinary fd
still considering whether attend the gathering
if we both attend, i will be nervous (still cant be natural)
if u r absent, i will be unhappy
if im absent but u come, i will be disappointed that losing the chance of seeing u
...
cant choose the subject of next semester...y cancel the phonology...
if one more dayoff is desired, choose modern prose. (Q: y need dayoff? u hv already got so many!)
if dayoff in monday morning is wanted, which i hv desired so bad for 2 yrs, choose criticism II. (Q: hvnt u said that u hated this subject?)
shit. that's y i need to think soooooo long.
...
capture the chance to practise PTH.
wanna attend CRE.
wanna find an office job.
wanna read more.
...
wanna buy new handbag n bag n mioggi (SHIT! i hv said that so long!)
Enjoy it
it's cruel but true: enjoy the feeling of losing love. it makes u become more n more strong, n know how to perform better in the next relationship.
enjoy the feeling of losing love. someday u will tease yourself that u hv cried for a man who didnt cherish u. when u r able to do so, u hv already recovered.
enjoy the feeling of losing love. u will know who reli care abt u n who just speak but doesnt act.
enjoy the feeling of losing love. u will realise that there r so many ways to love, apart from owning him. e.g. wishing him can pursue his dream without reservation.
enjoy the feeling of losing love. becoz it is a must b4 u meet the mr. right.
my dear, i know it's too soon to lose u, but at least i know u loved me...for a certain of period.
enjoy the feeling of losing love. someday u will tease yourself that u hv cried for a man who didnt cherish u. when u r able to do so, u hv already recovered.
enjoy the feeling of losing love. u will know who reli care abt u n who just speak but doesnt act.
enjoy the feeling of losing love. u will realise that there r so many ways to love, apart from owning him. e.g. wishing him can pursue his dream without reservation.
enjoy the feeling of losing love. becoz it is a must b4 u meet the mr. right.
my dear, i know it's too soon to lose u, but at least i know u loved me...for a certain of period.
2010年12月20日 星期一
can time pass faster
i do know i need time, but it just passes too slowly.
im damn free...
honestly i cant pay attention to work even im not free...
but better today, didnt cry when waking up :)
now i just wanna give some time to us, let me calm down, let u be willing to be an ordinary fd with me.
i will love u in another way. in some way that dun make u feel stressful.
i love u honey.
im damn free...
honestly i cant pay attention to work even im not free...
but better today, didnt cry when waking up :)
now i just wanna give some time to us, let me calm down, let u be willing to be an ordinary fd with me.
i will love u in another way. in some way that dun make u feel stressful.
i love u honey.
2010年12月18日 星期六
deserve better life
你看他，一起時也不見得付出太多；分開後，生活一切如常，如常上學放假，如常在dayoff回家，如常job hunting，如常interview，如常去簽約，如常上facebook，如常追看電視，如常維持他早睡早起的生活……
哭夠了。他有沒有你，還是這樣過。
那你又何必弄到自己非有他不可？
但你知道，曾有一段時間，你們互相喜愛，雖然，時間短暫，而且你太遲才讓他知道。他也愛你，只是，他更愛事業。
你知道，自己在最不應優柔寡斷時優柔寡斷，在最不應激動時激動。
learn from mistakes. make your next relationship better.
you will be okay eventually. you deserve it.
tomorrow is brand new day. be positive. you still have many friends who always love you. =]
哭夠了。他有沒有你，還是這樣過。
那你又何必弄到自己非有他不可？
但你知道，曾有一段時間，你們互相喜愛，雖然，時間短暫，而且你太遲才讓他知道。他也愛你，只是，他更愛事業。
你知道，自己在最不應優柔寡斷時優柔寡斷，在最不應激動時激動。
learn from mistakes. make your next relationship better.
you will be okay eventually. you deserve it.
tomorrow is brand new day. be positive. you still have many friends who always love you. =]
2010年12月17日 星期五
山楂樹之戀
故事好老土，畫面很唯美。
我知道是真人真事，但仍然是老土。
本想看一齣可以給我好好哭一場的電影，結果這套只讓我斷斷續續的哭了四左左右。
有點失望。我想要那些開場半小時便一直哭到完場的電影。
印象中，《禮儀師的奏鳴曲》和《姊姊的守護者》就是這類。
所以，我打算找回它們來看！
2010年12月15日 星期三
courage
we both need courage
to pursue our dream
Honey, I do miss u. I love u...
i trust that we can figure it out together, do u?
...once again, I love u.
to pursue our dream
Honey, I do miss u. I love u...
i trust that we can figure it out together, do u?
...once again, I love u.
2010年12月2日 星期四
Coincidence?
Hv u ever thought wt would it be if u went to the interview 30 mins later, or I came there 20 mins later? It's all abt coincidence but still amazed me.
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